I don't like very much to use people, I've come to notice.
We'll see. I think the noose is tightening, but I'm tying my loose ends. I don't want to be taken out, but I think I've helped assisted as much as I can.
...You know, I've died before. It's still fuzzy, but... maybe it's not as bad as I'd think. I use to believe doing good in your life would reward you in the afterlife and something - I don't know what - stopped me from thinking that. But, what's wrong with that? What's wrong with doing good?
...I know the target painted on me now. It's unavoidable and I hope that something I've done here will keep people safe.
It's not okay. This entire ordeal isn't okay. But, you know what? I learned a long time ago that life isn't fair. Life isn't meant to have the sword-wielding hero win the damsel and save the kingdom. Life has variables no one can expect and even I knew that. Growing up, I wanted a puppy as badly as I want to see the sun right now but if that's not in the cards, I can either fold or play until I win. There's only two sides of a coin here.
...But I don't hate you. I do feel pity for you, such as with your own seemingly selfish choices. I've done them as well. I don't know Rhys and honestly? I don't know you. We all couldn't have anticipated what would have happened. If it was inevitable, I hope there's something left for you.
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We'll see. I think the noose is tightening, but I'm tying my loose ends. I don't want to be taken out, but I think I've helped assisted as much as I can.
...You know, I've died before. It's still fuzzy, but... maybe it's not as bad as I'd think. I use to believe doing good in your life would reward you in the afterlife and something - I don't know what - stopped me from thinking that. But, what's wrong with that? What's wrong with doing good?
...I know the target painted on me now. It's unavoidable and I hope that something I've done here will keep people safe.
It's not okay. This entire ordeal isn't okay. But, you know what? I learned a long time ago that life isn't fair. Life isn't meant to have the sword-wielding hero win the damsel and save the kingdom. Life has variables no one can expect and even I knew that. Growing up, I wanted a puppy as badly as I want to see the sun right now but if that's not in the cards, I can either fold or play until I win. There's only two sides of a coin here.
...But I don't hate you. I do feel pity for you, such as with your own seemingly selfish choices. I've done them as well. I don't know Rhys and honestly? I don't know you. We all couldn't have anticipated what would have happened. If it was inevitable, I hope there's something left for you.