day 9

[heroizes]

so just to be clear here, before the bbs thing started, we only were getting one letter a day. I was definitely between using it for you and sending hate mail. I think you can guess which one I ended up picking there.

but hey now I can send as many as I want woohoo

But, no, I do want to be serious here, Elizabeth. Like, actual proper capitalization and grammar and stuff, so you know it's serious? Actually, maybe not, since just from talking to you, you might not be up on the texting social cues. Whatever. I'm totally rambling because 1) that's what I do 2) not sure how to express this super well, so.

I'm sorry, Elizabeth. I should've listened to you.

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[tearable]

[ Because hoy boy, this is definitely perfectly timed with her talk with Alfendi. Elizabeth recalls seeing Jack's last bit of life leave his eyes. She sympathizes with the mistake and despite her being fairly keen on distrusting others - she had fallen into her own naive nature. She's well guarded and private, but she trusts far too easily. She hadn't outgrown that.

Elizabeth's pretty vulnerable and seeing something that hints to the betrayals she's had here - it's opening wounds. ]

I can't blame you, not fully.

I was prepared to use you and the others to do my dirty work, wasn't I? To make you all risk getting out. Beauty, brains, and brawn, but I'd rather not use the last if I can help it.


... I'm sorry I didn't stop him.